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yesterday mid-yr exam was a total bunch of sh!t lor...my maths paper was so badly done sia...gt mius 20marks...so sad lor..wan to cry after the exam lor...no mood to take...damit i shd'nt hav gone to sch since i was sick sia...copy no. oso copy wrongly den the whole sum get wrong lor...no even a single mark!dam...during ss my mind was in a whirl cant tink anytink points coz alway tink of those maths qns...haiz...gonna let my parents n teachers down le...worse still when i tell my frenz,they on the surface seem to cheer me up but i can fell that they are quite happy lor...i bet tt they cant wait to c me fall...u noe hu i am toking a bt...duno need to say furthur...haiz...
2day while i was still recovering frm my heart pain,mrs philips early in the morning walk to me den say this to me "If u prepare lyk tis for ur amath lyk the way u prepare for ur amath u will sure fail de"...i was so shock n i knew she had look at my paper liao...i almost cry but manage to hold my tears lor...i duno wat to do lor...den got to pray hard for my paper 1 lor...she so straight-forward de...during the exam,i was so nervous lor...to the extent tt i hav difficulty breathing...i try to do it fast lor...but hor my mind is only filled wif those cold words of her...so difficult to 4get lor...i juz hope tt i didnt come on mon...haiz..
Y lyk every1 hav so high expectation of me de?when i do sth wrong or careless is lyk the worse...people r not perfect de...y cant i juz b lyk a normal person who can make mistake n learn frm it...instead of havin to force all of them to b right de...veri tired le...cant go liao...haiz...who can help to pull me up??
2day while i was still recovering frm my heart pain,mrs philips early in the morning walk to me den say this to me "If u prepare lyk tis for ur amath lyk the way u prepare for ur amath u will sure fail de"...i was so shock n i knew she had look at my paper liao...i almost cry but manage to hold my tears lor...i duno wat to do lor...den got to pray hard for my paper 1 lor...she so straight-forward de...during the exam,i was so nervous lor...to the extent tt i hav difficulty breathing...i try to do it fast lor...but hor my mind is only filled wif those cold words of her...so difficult to 4get lor...i juz hope tt i didnt come on mon...haiz..
Y lyk every1 hav so high expectation of me de?when i do sth wrong or careless is lyk the worse...people r not perfect de...y cant i juz b lyk a normal person who can make mistake n learn frm it...instead of havin to force all of them to b right de...veri tired le...cant go liao...haiz...who can help to pull me up??