cHi 0rAl...

i tink 2day is a gd day for me sia...me did veri badly for my oral...exceptionally bad lor...i go in tt time i still veri confidence...den when start reading the passage tt time i gt 4-5 mistakes sia...somemore monotone lor...duno y...so different frm wat i read in the 5 min b4 the actual...i wan to cry le...when come to the conversation,i gt only 2 pt to say...i juz anyhow say den the examiner lyk dun understand lyk tt...kao...den i down there duno wat to do n say rao hou...den i pause down there...die le...the examiner den cut in to ask qns...haiz...the otheer qns is i studied b4 but then i was mental block...i cannot rmb a single tink sia...i juz say anytink i tink of...no chance of getting a gd results le...so sad sia...i wan to cry but i seem lyk i hav lost the ability to do so...now i am feeling so xinku...haiz...i juz now when i came back,i get off the bus n walk in the rain lor...duno y i suddenly gt tt feeling to do so lor...so sad sia...with so much preparation i perform lyk tt...i not veri gan yuan lor...kao sia..feeling lyk wanting to get sick lor...if i can get it better lor...haiz...how i wish i could cry to slp lor...