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2day i hav my eng oral lor...so disappointing sia...the reading i think is my normal standard ba coz i did try to have some expression...but when time to tok abt the pic, i say 2 sentences den my whole mind went blank sia...at tt moment i felt lyk crying...i hav so many pt in my mind when i was outside but when i went in,i 4gt everything sia...i stop after 2 sentences...i stare at the pic as if i am an idiot lor...nth to say...den the examiner prompt me to tok abt the guy in the center...i tok abt him for awhile wif pt tt r different frm wat i think of in the preparation rm...den i try to move back in the general statement but he cut me again n ask me go back to tt guy n talk more abt him sia...i guess i wont make it for pic lor...haiz...i alway depend on pic to gain marks...now dun hav the pic so i die le...for the 1st conversation topic,i guess i was okay ba...but the 2nd was totally disppointing...i only have a pt to say...i elaborate my pt and pause awhile to think of another pt...tt fellow cut short me and ask me to leave...haiz...my frenz all tok so long n i never tok for more than 4min in total...sure die le...juz hope tt wat mr narrain say is true...after tt oral,i was feeling veri moody lor...juz wan to cry however muz control ma...den eecheng,kwokhoe and chrispin they all comforted me lor...gt feel a little better la...den yw jk wif me but i never respond to her...sry sia...2 sad to say anytink...later in the night gt math night class...i told mrs philips abt the oral den she gt try to comfort me during the lesson in some way or the other...wat a nice teacher...juz hope tt a miracle will happen...haiz...