friday again
It was friday again,the day i hated the most because the lessons seemed so much longer than usual.As usual,I couldn't sleep that well and wake up at 5.45am again. My headache was back again,probably because i had been sleeping like 2hours per day. The thought of going school made me feel sick and the thought of going for 2h of gp made me faint. I guessed i would faint some of these days. I waked up and went to brush my teeth. I didn't know what happened to me. I had been getting diahorrea from 7february until now. It seemed so normal for me to run for the toilet in the morning. Sitting in the toilet made me feel more sick. Haiz. I really didn't know what actually happened to me. It seemed more like a dream to me. Too much things happened in just a week. There were alot of events,eg a msg on 7feb,release of O level result,jae registration. I just somehow wished that i could wake up from this nightmare.
The gp was quite fun today which was so much different from what i had expected it to be.(boring talks by teacher,=x).We actually watched a movie about a couple adopting a child from a family who had too many children and could not afford to keep another. The movie was so real and you could actually link it to the world you are living in. It also showed the part when the mother was giving birth to the baby and she was screaming and crying for help. Eecheng was so excited until he grapped onto my left knee and covered his mouth. Sound so weird right?He seemed to be the father of the baby.Haha.He even told agnes that he was afraid for agnes because she was so small. Agnes pardon me for saying this.Actually size doesn't matter right?..
After gp,it was all those stupid lecture and talks.The civics was also watching movie.This time,the movie was about 4guys who grew up together and the journey they had made. It was so meaningful though there was quite a number of vulgarities. Haha. What kept thinking was the phrase "Friends come and go in your life.Must sure u treasure every single one". I was down there thinking in my mind.Many things flashed through my mind. I thought of what happened on thursday during pe lessons. I was running on the track.It was the fourth round around the field and we had to complete 6 rounds. I was in the front and I couldn't keep the pace and was going to be lagged behind. A teacher, Mr Tham, was running beside me. He kept encouraging me to keep up and i did it. I even could overtake some of the people in front. I then realised something which made me more determine to go njc."In life,it's not about the ability to win.It's about the will and the determination to reach success." I realised it.Thanks Mr Tham!njc here i come!
Later in the afternoon,the four of us and shihui pon the economic lecture because we are going to drop econ and it was useless for us to be there too. The four of us actually wanted to go cck but went to lot 1 to shelter from the rain. In the mrt,yongyuan sat beside me while agnes and eecheng sat opposite of us. I was still deciding whether to go back to cckss. There were two reasons:1st was the teachers because i did too badly and had no face to face them ever again,2nd was the person i dared not face.(I let the person be A because i don't want to reveal her). I saw a woman with a girl of around 2-3 year-old. They went in and sat next next to agnes. I looked at the girl. She reminded me of A.So cute and innocent. I looked at her and i just felt so painful esp my heart. I started to think a lot,thinking through what had happened and all the years that I had spent in cckss. It all seemed to happen so fast. When i thought of A,it started to rain very heavily,real heavy. It was the same scenario on 7feb. I started to feel very upset. The sky was not my side too. It was like crying as if it was crying for me. I thought i had forgotten how to cry. I thought i had forgotten what it felt like to be happy. That was some of the thoughts that went through my mind. Anyway,I just went back to school since I had to face them eventually.
At lot 1,we went to buy a birthday present for yihong because it is her birthday on monday and I cant make it for her chalet. I will apologise here to her and hope that everyone will be having a gd time there. I will not reveal the identity of the present until mon. She must the first to know right?Haha.We met chrispin at the entrance.It was CHRISPIN.Haha.Big enough?Haha. I didn't notice her until she waved at me. Sorry about that. I was in deep thoughts.
At cckss,yongyuan and I ran into the school and we got ourselves drenched. The rain was so heavy. The first person that i met in school that i know of was A. I didn't know what reaction to have. At that moment,A was on my right. I was so afraid to look at A. Luckily,Mrs Liew saw us and waved at us. I pretended to be looking at Mrs Liew and didn't notice. Well,that was the 1st embarrassing moment of the day. We went to the general office as yongyuan wanted to collect the testimonial. I saw hsien han on the way to staff room. I was a bit shocked when he told me that co was over. It was 3.30 and co was over!?After that,i met my sister and she told me that there was house meeting.House meeting after we had left the school?How sad for us?Haiz.
After that, i accompanied yongyuan to com lab 1. I went in and talked with the TA. I got to know him through yongyuan and eecheng as they were from the IT club. He's quite a friendly guy. After that,i called andrea and asked her to meet me outside com lab 1 as Mrs Philips told me that they were in school. They came down.There were miaolian,sinyee,andrea and harris. Harris was talking to them about the chalet thing. Andrea asked him to kneel down to beg them to come. Harris went down on the knees sia. Throw our man's face!Harris also said to me that if i gt a chalet during my birthday,he would go down on the knee in front of the whole school. I will make sure he does that. Haha. At that time,A and friends went past me again. It was the second time. I also didn't know what to do. I just face harris and talked to him. I didn't want to look at A. It made me feel very awkward and I would not know what to do. Haiz.
After that, sinyee they all went up to see the photo of the top students.It seems pretty unfair as the photo of the students with 6distinctions was not up at the noticeboard.It was so UNFAIR!
Never mind about that. I went with yongyuan to com lab 4 to siam all the teachers' remarks. On the way there,i met a teacher whom i respect very much. I called out to her and she didn't want to respond to me. I was damn pissed off. She treated me well when i was good in my studies and now when i was not the top, she despised me. I felt cheated again. I didn't think i will ever come back to my cca ever again!
I went up to the com lab 4 for a while and after that,me and eecheng went to the 1st storey to find mrs philips to ask why eecheng testimonial was not in the general office.I saw Mdm Prema,Mr Narrain and Mr Tan Liang Hooi.We talked to them and they told us like they had been seeing us almost everyday in cckss. Haha.We were so famous!Haha.After that,I met up with my sis and went to the bus-stop. There were so many people as the whole school was released at once. The whole bus-stop was crowded with people. I was standing there and i saw A again. A walked past behind me again to cross the road. I didn't know what to do. 3times in a day!?Am I lucky or what?I didn't know. There was no bus for a time being and the bus that came was full of people. So my sis and I walked home. On our way home,we saw munjee. We had a great talk on the way and we went to plaza to buy drinks and food.We had alot of times to talk about. It seemed so long since we talked the last time.
After that,we went to take the lrt shuttle bus because lrt broke down again. By the time i reached home,it was 7plus. Anyway,i had a long day and i really hoped that i could sleep 2nite. JUST PRAY I CAN because i have been slping 2h per day since 7feb. Someday i will really collapse and i just hope that i never wake up..
The gp was quite fun today which was so much different from what i had expected it to be.(boring talks by teacher,=x).We actually watched a movie about a couple adopting a child from a family who had too many children and could not afford to keep another. The movie was so real and you could actually link it to the world you are living in. It also showed the part when the mother was giving birth to the baby and she was screaming and crying for help. Eecheng was so excited until he grapped onto my left knee and covered his mouth. Sound so weird right?He seemed to be the father of the baby.Haha.He even told agnes that he was afraid for agnes because she was so small. Agnes pardon me for saying this.Actually size doesn't matter right?..
After gp,it was all those stupid lecture and talks.The civics was also watching movie.This time,the movie was about 4guys who grew up together and the journey they had made. It was so meaningful though there was quite a number of vulgarities. Haha. What kept thinking was the phrase "Friends come and go in your life.Must sure u treasure every single one". I was down there thinking in my mind.Many things flashed through my mind. I thought of what happened on thursday during pe lessons. I was running on the track.It was the fourth round around the field and we had to complete 6 rounds. I was in the front and I couldn't keep the pace and was going to be lagged behind. A teacher, Mr Tham, was running beside me. He kept encouraging me to keep up and i did it. I even could overtake some of the people in front. I then realised something which made me more determine to go njc."In life,it's not about the ability to win.It's about the will and the determination to reach success." I realised it.Thanks Mr Tham!njc here i come!
Later in the afternoon,the four of us and shihui pon the economic lecture because we are going to drop econ and it was useless for us to be there too. The four of us actually wanted to go cck but went to lot 1 to shelter from the rain. In the mrt,yongyuan sat beside me while agnes and eecheng sat opposite of us. I was still deciding whether to go back to cckss. There were two reasons:1st was the teachers because i did too badly and had no face to face them ever again,2nd was the person i dared not face.(I let the person be A because i don't want to reveal her). I saw a woman with a girl of around 2-3 year-old. They went in and sat next next to agnes. I looked at the girl. She reminded me of A.So cute and innocent. I looked at her and i just felt so painful esp my heart. I started to think a lot,thinking through what had happened and all the years that I had spent in cckss. It all seemed to happen so fast. When i thought of A,it started to rain very heavily,real heavy. It was the same scenario on 7feb. I started to feel very upset. The sky was not my side too. It was like crying as if it was crying for me. I thought i had forgotten how to cry. I thought i had forgotten what it felt like to be happy. That was some of the thoughts that went through my mind. Anyway,I just went back to school since I had to face them eventually.
At lot 1,we went to buy a birthday present for yihong because it is her birthday on monday and I cant make it for her chalet. I will apologise here to her and hope that everyone will be having a gd time there. I will not reveal the identity of the present until mon. She must the first to know right?Haha.We met chrispin at the entrance.It was CHRISPIN.Haha.Big enough?Haha. I didn't notice her until she waved at me. Sorry about that. I was in deep thoughts.
At cckss,yongyuan and I ran into the school and we got ourselves drenched. The rain was so heavy. The first person that i met in school that i know of was A. I didn't know what reaction to have. At that moment,A was on my right. I was so afraid to look at A. Luckily,Mrs Liew saw us and waved at us. I pretended to be looking at Mrs Liew and didn't notice. Well,that was the 1st embarrassing moment of the day. We went to the general office as yongyuan wanted to collect the testimonial. I saw hsien han on the way to staff room. I was a bit shocked when he told me that co was over. It was 3.30 and co was over!?After that,i met my sister and she told me that there was house meeting.House meeting after we had left the school?How sad for us?Haiz.
After that, i accompanied yongyuan to com lab 1. I went in and talked with the TA. I got to know him through yongyuan and eecheng as they were from the IT club. He's quite a friendly guy. After that,i called andrea and asked her to meet me outside com lab 1 as Mrs Philips told me that they were in school. They came down.There were miaolian,sinyee,andrea and harris. Harris was talking to them about the chalet thing. Andrea asked him to kneel down to beg them to come. Harris went down on the knees sia. Throw our man's face!Harris also said to me that if i gt a chalet during my birthday,he would go down on the knee in front of the whole school. I will make sure he does that. Haha. At that time,A and friends went past me again. It was the second time. I also didn't know what to do. I just face harris and talked to him. I didn't want to look at A. It made me feel very awkward and I would not know what to do. Haiz.
After that, sinyee they all went up to see the photo of the top students.It seems pretty unfair as the photo of the students with 6distinctions was not up at the noticeboard.It was so UNFAIR!
Never mind about that. I went with yongyuan to com lab 4 to siam all the teachers' remarks. On the way there,i met a teacher whom i respect very much. I called out to her and she didn't want to respond to me. I was damn pissed off. She treated me well when i was good in my studies and now when i was not the top, she despised me. I felt cheated again. I didn't think i will ever come back to my cca ever again!
I went up to the com lab 4 for a while and after that,me and eecheng went to the 1st storey to find mrs philips to ask why eecheng testimonial was not in the general office.I saw Mdm Prema,Mr Narrain and Mr Tan Liang Hooi.We talked to them and they told us like they had been seeing us almost everyday in cckss. Haha.We were so famous!Haha.After that,I met up with my sis and went to the bus-stop. There were so many people as the whole school was released at once. The whole bus-stop was crowded with people. I was standing there and i saw A again. A walked past behind me again to cross the road. I didn't know what to do. 3times in a day!?Am I lucky or what?I didn't know. There was no bus for a time being and the bus that came was full of people. So my sis and I walked home. On our way home,we saw munjee. We had a great talk on the way and we went to plaza to buy drinks and food.We had alot of times to talk about. It seemed so long since we talked the last time.
After that,we went to take the lrt shuttle bus because lrt broke down again. By the time i reached home,it was 7plus. Anyway,i had a long day and i really hoped that i could sleep 2nite. JUST PRAY I CAN because i have been slping 2h per day since 7feb. Someday i will really collapse and i just hope that i never wake up..