Piss
today was a hot day for me as in anger.I didn't know why but i just felt it. At 3am,I was talking to a friend of mine.Strangely,I told her all my problems. I just trusted her because I really didn't who to trust at this moment of my life.She gave me alot of good advices and I really felt better after saying all the things that had been kept in my heart for so many years.Even though I only knew her for a few weeks,she was such a good friend,someone I could trust at least.I didn't sleep today again. The feeling was so normal as I was not getting any sleep lately.Once I closed my eyes,I would start to think of alot of things and problems which just kept me awake for the rest of the night.
I just felt that I had made two wrong decisions that was to make friends with the two classmates.I had been standing all their comments from secondary three till now. I really couldn't stand it anymore. It just made me mad when I heard some of their comments.I think u guys were able to guess them easily.
I just felt very pressurized when I was with them.They alway said that they hack cared about school stuff and didn't want to study during 1st 3month. When I study,they said me nerd or extra and they study can lor.As if u 2 never study like that. I was feeling very pei. If that's the case,don't ask me anything about school then. U go and pon your lessons and ask me anything about it. I just regreted making friends with u 2. U never encourage people and alway tried to pull them down.Is this called friends?I doubt so.I am only important when u don't know any school work.Other than that,I am just useless. In other words,I am just a tool to their success.I can take it when u guys pon lessons and i help to cover up for u. It's too much when u pon and want me to teach the topic to u. What should i help?When i was having lessons,u 2 were at the nexus enjoying the comfort of the room. When it's time for me to enjoy,u ask me to waste my precious time teaching u all. I wanted to tell u 2 this for a long time from during sec 4 till now. I have giving u guys face till now and u guys don't even appreciate what i have done.It just seems that I have taught the wrong friends. I bai jiao le 2yr of friends. What friendship last forever?What friends are for?What friends help one another?All craps!!I am just being used and in future when i get useless, I will just be thrown aside and that's it!!FRIENDS!!
I just hate this.I have been under alot of pressure since secondary three till now. U guys as friends do not help me to release my stress but add on instead. I think one day i will just break down. That's your final motive right?U want to achieve it?I grant u lor. HAPPY NOW,FRIENDS?
I just felt that I had made two wrong decisions that was to make friends with the two classmates.I had been standing all their comments from secondary three till now. I really couldn't stand it anymore. It just made me mad when I heard some of their comments.I think u guys were able to guess them easily.
I just felt very pressurized when I was with them.They alway said that they hack cared about school stuff and didn't want to study during 1st 3month. When I study,they said me nerd or extra and they study can lor.As if u 2 never study like that. I was feeling very pei. If that's the case,don't ask me anything about school then. U go and pon your lessons and ask me anything about it. I just regreted making friends with u 2. U never encourage people and alway tried to pull them down.Is this called friends?I doubt so.I am only important when u don't know any school work.Other than that,I am just useless. In other words,I am just a tool to their success.I can take it when u guys pon lessons and i help to cover up for u. It's too much when u pon and want me to teach the topic to u. What should i help?When i was having lessons,u 2 were at the nexus enjoying the comfort of the room. When it's time for me to enjoy,u ask me to waste my precious time teaching u all. I wanted to tell u 2 this for a long time from during sec 4 till now. I have giving u guys face till now and u guys don't even appreciate what i have done.It just seems that I have taught the wrong friends. I bai jiao le 2yr of friends. What friendship last forever?What friends are for?What friends help one another?All craps!!I am just being used and in future when i get useless, I will just be thrown aside and that's it!!FRIENDS!!
I just hate this.I have been under alot of pressure since secondary three till now. U guys as friends do not help me to release my stress but add on instead. I think one day i will just break down. That's your final motive right?U want to achieve it?I grant u lor. HAPPY NOW,FRIENDS?