valentine day

2day was a day for all lovers. I wish all the couples in this world a happy ending. I was staying at home and did nothing except trying to sleep but it didn't seem to work out. I lied on the sofa for hours but i couldn't sleep so i watched television.Somehow,the programmes doesn't seem appealing to me. So i didn't watch of that long. I kept sending sms to my friends about valentine greeting. Some replied some didn't. I guessed they were busy ba. So i did nothing but looked at my handphone to see whether i had any messages. At 11plus a msg was received. I felt screwed. I suddenly felt like i was an idiot,too stupid. I felt that all my efforts were wasted at the point of time. Am I that stupid or what?I couldn't sleep again. The insomina was back again. I sat in front of the computer,staring blankly at it. I didn't know what to do. I just reply it which another greeting. Even though now i had the opportunity of deciding my future, u smashed it into pieces. The dream was once again shattered into thousands,millions and zillions pieces. I once again felt the pain. The pain this time was more excruciating. More impact. It was not the normal type. It was like thousands of knives piercing through ur heart. My heart was bleeding but who know?I could only suffer in silence...