Today was another bad day for me. In the morning,I woke up,feeling more lethargic than usual. I just felt that I could pretend to be sick and stay at home to rest. I was really really very tired with my life. I never went to school with that sickening person because I am really sicked and tired of all his craps. I didn't want to care that much. I went to take bus with yongyuan to school even though it cost me more money. For peaceful sake,I would rather waste my money on bus.In school, everything seemed so stupid. I went to study for gp test after the math lecture. The test was like ... I wrote each paragraph about eight lines which I doubt was sufficient for me to pass my content. Furthermore, the language was like primary six. I just hoped that i could pass this test so that it could encourage me to do better in gp next time.
Later I was informed that I was one of the nominees for the manuscript post in harmonica band but in the end,I was not elected. Anyway,I didn't feel that sad because I didn't get elected or rather I was feeling more relax for not being able to be the EXCO members. I just felt really tied down with a lot of things. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise.
On my way back,I received a message from that guy. He apologised for what he had done which he didn't know what was it. I didn't want to reply. I have no mood to talk to him anymore. One thing he pointed out is that I always joke about him but the problem is do i spread it around to everyone,creating lies and exaggerations out of it!? Just because of one word "sorry" doesn't mean you can reduce the stress that you have put on me. I don't feel good talking to everyone. I just suddenly want a change of environment. I want to find back the cheerful self that I used to have in my lower secondary life. I don't want to be the person who is tied down by a lot of things. I want to see the other side of me...