Saturday, July 01, 2006

Exam is over!!

Finally,my exam had just ended yesterday with a sad notation.I guessed that I didn't perform up to expectations at all because I had so many other problems in my mind which made me feel distracted. Why this exam had to be on the days where I felt down?Haiz it was just bad luck.
About those stupid papers,GP was damn hard because I studied Media and the question on media was like shit. I didn't even understand the words in the question. I panicked during the first five minutes of the exam before I got myself to settle down and start on the paper. I did the question "Leisure is unnecessary.What are your views?" This to me was the most easiest question out of the twelve given. I hoped that I won't fail because I didn't give a lot of supporting evidences. For Economics,it was more trouble. I didn't know how to write essay and there were two essays and the students were given fourty-five minutes to write. I didn't even finish the paper and my paper was like blank everywhere?I never had high hopes on economics because I am those type who can't people's thinking that easily. I was at a far disadvantage. Chemistry was also difficult. I wrote the wrong equations,causing my successive parts on calculation based on the equation to be wrong. I felt pissed but what could I do?It was all my fault. Maths was also disappointing. I copied the numbers wrongly and solved the questions with the wrong numbers. What was wrong with me?Yesterday I had my last paper,physics, and it didn't turn out good either. I had made a lot of careless mistakes by taking a wrong sign.
For my chinese,Paper two was hard and I didn't know how to do the questions. I didn't have a good chinese background and I struggled during the exam. For paper one, I wrote a love story,cool!? The question was 《偶见》. Here is how my story goes. There was a guy walking in the streets ang he saw a familiar back view. He saw his last time girlfriend who left him because she had to go with her father to America for long time and returned to Singapore because her granny died. So the guy went up to her and they went walking along the river side. The girl told him that she had already migrated to America and would be taking tommorrow flight to return to America. The guy was sad and didn't want to ask her to stay anymore. Suddenly the girl held the guy's hand and the guy looked back. The last part is the ending. It goes like that "我希望这个夜晚不会结束,这样你就不用离开,你就可以陪伴着我。我们就这样牵着手一直走下去,一直到永远。"
Throughout this exam,I had been making a lot of unnecessary mistakes. All this costed my of my opportunity to get into the H3 subjects. Thinking of that,I felt very sad. I didn't know what happened to me but I was not the one that I knew anymore. I seemed to have changed for the worst. My mind was deterioating. My teachers pinned high hopes on me but I knew I was going to disappoint them again. On the thought of that,I felt really guilty. Sorry teachers!!
Yesterday,straight after the paper,we had our A level mother tongue oral examinations. We were only told the day before and none of us has made any preparations to train ourselves in getting good grades for oral. For me,the rading part was like... I started off well but towards the middle section, I started to read wrongly and it seemed that I was getting more nervous. On the conversation, I kept rephrasing my sentences because I didn't even know how to express the points. I hoped that I would not have lousy grades for this exam because it was A level and I needed to pay more money if I couldn't get through the first round.
At night,I went out with Zhi QIn, Kenneth and Yang Xi to play badminton. We went to ZhengHua Community Centre to book a badminton court to play. It was so expensive because it cost us five dollars for only one hour. We played from nine to ten. We played a double match. Me and ken against Zhi Qin and Yang Xi. The final score was 145 against 150!! My team lost!! Never mind. Next time when we meet again,I will turn the table around. HaHa!!
After that,Kenneth and me went to the coffeeshop to watch the football match;Germany against Argentina. There were lots of people watching the match and police had to standby by the road to prevent fights. The atmosphere there was quite intense. There were supporters from both sides. What actually left me with most impression was the referee of the match. The referee was damn biased towards the Argentians,causing Argentina to lose. Argentina was deprived of a penalty shot and they were given cards for almost no reason. This was so unfair. YangXi said that the referee had to give face to the Host but it didn't look that way. It looked as if the Germany had the referee on their side. I was sure that everyone in the coffeeshop agreed with my opinion because when the Argentina striker was being slided by the Germany defender in the penalty box, a penalty was not given and furthermore a yellow card was given not to the defender but to the striker. It didn't look right at all. Soccer match was getting more and more unfair. Argentina is a great team,definitely better than Germany despite their disadvantage of being a bit shorter. I admire them for keeping their cool even though they were being discriminated by the referee.
When I reached home and took a bath,it was two in the morning. I lied on the bed but I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking of the biased game and I couldn't sleep. It was the first time that I was so disturbed by this. I kept thinking that life is always unfair and is always what we never expect.
Then,I suddenly got another feeling to create another small essay on love. It is rather short and I don't think that it is that good but Please give me your opinions.
当老天造人时,他会把人造成一对一对的。你的另一伴就在这世上的莫一个角落,等待我们去发现他们。但老天非常好,用“缘分”让我找到我的另一伴。我是多麽地想让你感觉到快乐,保护你,守护着你,因为这是我存在的原因。可是,你会不会给我这个机会让我实行这个诺言?
This is quite a short one but I will try to think of a poem next time. PLEASE GIVE ME COMMENTS!! THANKS!!


Artiste: JAY CHOU
Song: Cai Hong