Receiving the scrolls..
Well, for this week, the main emphasis is to get back all the scripts and have them checked before the teacher keys in the results. I just don't know why, no matter how much effort I put in for my gp, chinese and economics, I don't see the results. I'm simply not cut-out for such subjects. How i wish that I was one year older where I can take double science and double maths as my combination. Then, I don't have to suffer at the hands of Economics. I try my best to do the economics questions but it turns out that I have to write more than what I think that have to be included. As a result, I only score half the marks in every part of the question. I was ...
For gp, well at least I pass not with flying colours but with dark and gloomy clouds. The teacher gave me a lot of comments written all the way from the side of the paper to the space at the bottom to the side of the next page. The marker was very ... She(All GP teachers are female, I'm not sure who she was) marked me down because of my grammer i think but I found it very weird. For example, I got a sentence in my essay that said "... and ... are ..." and she cancelled the part "and ..." and circled the word "are" and put a 'g' on top of it,implying that I got a grammer error. I means that I didn't make the error. It's her that created this error and my marks have to pay the price for it. Sianz..
These are the two key subjects that I have to pay special attention to if I really want to do well. Haiz~! Life in JC has not been going well. At the morning of the Monday, where Italy won against France to claim the world cup, you sended me a SMS. I knew what was going to happen. I couldn't keep you in but I guessed that I had to let you go. You left me without a trace. I felt that there was no happiness in my life. Even though I got some good grades in my mid-year exam, there were no you to share this happiness. When I got back my physics paper, I was still sad. Rachel asked me why I looked so glum. I didn't know what to reply. You are gone, forever gone. You ask me to find my happiness before you go. I never have the guts to reply you but I hope that it will be true for you too. I was never happy from then till now. All the laughters I gave till now were fake. I was just only to cover my sadness. I was never happy with myself. I made a promise to myself; to forget you but I will keep those memories in the back of my mind.
To make matter worse, teacher gave back GP and economics paper. I was more depressed. I knew I didn't do well in those paper. I never have the guts to face my secondary school teacher anymore. I dared to show them these results. They will definitely ask me a lot of questions.
On thursday, I almost lost a precious gift. I kept it in my pencilbox. I stupidly left my pencilbox in class while I walked off to the canteen to eat my lunch. Luckily I found it back but the content was in a mess. It was still there,safe and sound. I didn't find it so precious to me until the moment when I lost it. I was so frantic. I never have such a feeling before. It is just another normal present but I found it so precious to me. I couldn't bear myself to think of you which made me feel sad again.
Life is tough but I will have to endure this before I can see the other side of the world again.
For gp, well at least I pass not with flying colours but with dark and gloomy clouds. The teacher gave me a lot of comments written all the way from the side of the paper to the space at the bottom to the side of the next page. The marker was very ... She(All GP teachers are female, I'm not sure who she was) marked me down because of my grammer i think but I found it very weird. For example, I got a sentence in my essay that said "... and ... are ..." and she cancelled the part "and ..." and circled the word "are" and put a 'g' on top of it,implying that I got a grammer error. I means that I didn't make the error. It's her that created this error and my marks have to pay the price for it. Sianz..
These are the two key subjects that I have to pay special attention to if I really want to do well. Haiz~! Life in JC has not been going well. At the morning of the Monday, where Italy won against France to claim the world cup, you sended me a SMS. I knew what was going to happen. I couldn't keep you in but I guessed that I had to let you go. You left me without a trace. I felt that there was no happiness in my life. Even though I got some good grades in my mid-year exam, there were no you to share this happiness. When I got back my physics paper, I was still sad. Rachel asked me why I looked so glum. I didn't know what to reply. You are gone, forever gone. You ask me to find my happiness before you go. I never have the guts to reply you but I hope that it will be true for you too. I was never happy from then till now. All the laughters I gave till now were fake. I was just only to cover my sadness. I was never happy with myself. I made a promise to myself; to forget you but I will keep those memories in the back of my mind.
To make matter worse, teacher gave back GP and economics paper. I was more depressed. I knew I didn't do well in those paper. I never have the guts to face my secondary school teacher anymore. I dared to show them these results. They will definitely ask me a lot of questions.
On thursday, I almost lost a precious gift. I kept it in my pencilbox. I stupidly left my pencilbox in class while I walked off to the canteen to eat my lunch. Luckily I found it back but the content was in a mess. It was still there,safe and sound. I didn't find it so precious to me until the moment when I lost it. I was so frantic. I never have such a feeling before. It is just another normal present but I found it so precious to me. I couldn't bear myself to think of you which made me feel sad again.
Life is tough but I will have to endure this before I can see the other side of the world again.