Well,actually today was not a good day for me. I didn't meet my teacher expectations in my Maths test. It was way too low and I just couldn't accept my results. I just couldn't believe that I got 16marks deducted just because I got those stupid careless mistakes. In the end,i just got 51/70. That's my strongest subject!?What low marks..If it was I didn't know how to do the questions,it's still okay but the problem was I knew how to do but I just didn't know what the hell I had written on my answer scripts. This feeling just didn't feel right. I felt diappointed just the way I was disappointed with one of my math test in Secondary four. I just have to do something about this. I have to get myself down to study. I need to get myself a position such that I can get the scholarship at the end of the year or else it is going to be tough for the next year ahead. I need to find a place where I can get down to work and bring the 100% out of me. I'm still not stretching myself to the limit. I just know that I need to fight it out with my mental state. I need to work even harder to get my 2 H3 subjects. I need to fight against my disability. I need some motivation to keep my determination strong. I just need someone to press me on my work and keep me monitor. I want good results so that I will not disappoint the people that I love dearly. I don't want them to worry about me since they have more important things to take care of..