Monday, October 23, 2006

gOoD?

Today was not a pretty good day for me. I was still feeling giddy when I'm in school. Kind of tired of this routine but I still have one more year to go before I'm out of this school. The lecture was okay but I managed to keep my eyes open for most of the time because I woke up at 3am just to get my I&R done.

Mr Chang was scolding the people who pon his lecture especially his class. LOL!! He insulted them but I didn't know what to comment about. Some people just took his words as jokes. It was something that I didn't want to comment about.

Math lecture for me was so malu. They announced the top ten classes of the cohort which had done well for Maths. I bet with XueLin that if our class was one of them, I would stand up and say thank you. LOL!! The teacher started announcing from the bottom and she was about to announce the top class. I stood up getting ready to say thank you but to my surprise,it wasn't my class. LOL!! I was so paiseh!! It was class 08. Zzz.. I just pretended to arrange my pants and sat down. My face turned red and I didn't know how to respond but only to cover my face with my hands.LOL!!

The lessons were okay for the rest. At night I went to play badminton with Ken,Yan Zhi, Xian Jun, Han Wei, Yang Xi. I got a few injuries during the process but I performed some "stunts". LOL!! But anyway, just hope that I will recover soon. Haha..

Someone(Previous same class) from other JC told me how much he had improve from his secondary school. He told me that he had improved from CMI to A. He told me that he could get 90% for that particular subject. I looked at him and I didn't want to comment anything. Neither did I want to tell him my results about it. I think that he was just trying to show off his capabilities to me. I didn't want to say anything not because I did relatively ok. It was because I hadn't had any major improvement in any of my subjects. I was performing under expectations. I had never met any one of my targets yet. I know that I have to improve but I think that I'm reaching my maximum potential.

BUT I want to go beyond it. I want to surpass normal human being. I want to be someone who create an impact..


Artiste: JAY CHOU
Song: Cai Hong