Thursday, October 19, 2006

sAdNeSs..

Today is the checking of final score sheet. Well,I'm sort of happy with the results not because it's good or whatsoever but at least it's better than that guy. I just pray that I can get the government scholarship so that at least I have some money to pay for my school fees next year. I just hope that the ASEAN and Indian Scholars can give me a chance by not standing in my way. LOL!!

However, it's also sad to see that some of my friends have problems promoting. I just don't know why but I just feel very sad. I want them to promote!! I don't want them to lag behind. I want to help them but I don't have the ability to do so. It's just that I am bonded to some of them as they are quite close to me as in they joke with me a lot. I don't want them to be left aside. I just hope that the teachers will give them this chance. I want them to be in our class next year. We are there to help them..

Other than the checking of results, today was the passing up of WR. It was a bit scary because there was one teacher who read it and said that it's too late. LOL!! I was like !? I just hope that she was joking..Zzz..

I went to the hospital again. This was my eighth time going to hospital for the past six months. Sianz.. Everytime I go there, they will draw my blood and do test on it. Somemore, the nurses and doctors there are not that well-trained. They either inject the needles to deep or shallow in. It was damn painful!! WT..
Their attitudes were not so good too. Sianz.. Luckily, I just need to go for another two times before I'm out of that place. MUHAHA!! I just don't like the medicine that they prescribe to me. It always make me feel sleepy and I can sleep like sixteen seventeen hours per day and it still doesn't help. This medicine just sucks. I'm wondering if this will affect my performance..

Well,it's only 6.40 and I'm feeling extremely sleepy. I guess the medicine is at work again. Just hate this kind of feeling..

By the way, if Mr Tan you are reading this, I hope that my results have not disappointed all the teachers in CCKSS that had taught me. I promise to work harder and achieve more in future. I will reach the target that you have set for me. Be there to see me achieve that target in one year's time!!

By the way,I add a new poem at the about section. You can read it and give a comment. Thanks a lot..


Artiste: JAY CHOU
Song: Cai Hong