Clarification..
Teachers said that I looked super tired today. I agreed because I slept like only 4hours yesterday so my mind couldn't function as normal. My mind was dying. I think so..
After lessons, one of my teachers held me and yongyuan up to do some talks. We were sitting down there talking for around 30minutes. She commented that we were super quiet and didn't dare to voice out our opinions. Yea I agreed. It's because of our background and how we are being raised. But I didn't know how to change over from a cold-blooded person to someone who's so warm and friendly. Can someone teach me?
This few weeks I think my temper is a bit short because my timetable is being packed with stuff. I scared that if I offended anyone, please forgive me.
Sometimes I looked like dead fish face, not because my face was having cramps or what. It was because I was controlling my emotions. This is how I do it because I don't like to show people my emotions through facial expressions unless it has reached my limit. Well, someone may reach that limit soon..
Oh ya, something important that happened today! This is the first time ever that my GP teacher praised me!! LOL!! She said that the questions that I came up can match the standard of the Cambridge examiners. Muhahaha.. Actually I anyhow thought of the questions. LOL!! But anyway, it feels good to be praised. It has been long since someone praised me.
Recently there has been some rumours. I now declare that none of them are true. I don't know why there are such rumours but I think that it's stupid and make me feel awkward when I see the person. So I hope everything will end soon..
I'm drifting back to the hands of the cold-blooded person. I shall be back who I was when I'm in the past. Maybe that's the true me..