1st wk of term2

Long time never blog, today I shall add some words to this cold blog here. This was the first week of the term after that one pathetic week of holiday or should I say 3days of holiday for me. LOL!! I never have enough rest and I doubt I never will have enough. School is so systematic and I can't help but to feel bored at school. Some subjects don't attract anymore as it used to and now I think I'm more tied down by other committments rather than schoolwork. My mind doesn't seem to function at all. Maybe I need a good rest but my saturdays are taken up by DE training which leaves me only with one pathetic SUNDAY. This week, I was super tired!! The earilest time that I reached home was like around 6.50pm. Sianz..

This week, I got back my 3 common tests for GP, physics and chemistry. I was commented by teachers for not doing well. The teacher suan me. Sianz.. Why do I have to work under the pressure of teacher again. Sianz.. It's always like that. I know I need to buck up but I seriously can't make myself to do so so by adding pressure on me won't be of much help. Maybe I will breakdown one day. I don't know when. But it will happen somehow.

I had my PE this week. We had a change of afternoon PE teacher. We changed from Mr Lim to Mr Lee. I think it's because that we made him angry too many times. Haiz.. It's not that we didn't want to put in effort in PE, it's because we don't have the effort to put in anymore. Anyway, PE was tough. I couldn't hit the timing I wanted for 2.4. Super sad!! Why I didn't have the stamina??Sianz.. Hope I can at least get 2points for it!!

I took my h3physics test yesterday. It was kind of tough. 3questions for 1h45min with no formula list and constant values. But at least I managed to finish one question with confidence. LOL!!

I took math test today on vectors. It was like crap. I had to finish 3 questions within 1/2h. I couldn't finish even 2 questions. I think next week antother teacher will comment that I'm not performing up to expectations again. Sianz..

At science centre today, I think we went for the wrong seminar. LOL!! It was like a company advertising their products and sitting all around us are like professors and lecturers and teachers. LOL!! We were like extra and we were sitting in the 1st 3 rows. LOL!! We couldn't fall asleep anyway. Sianz.. But the food served during the interval was nice. LOL!! I didn't go for 2nd serving but the rest of the Aj people went for at least 2 servings. LOL!! The second part of the seminar was more interactive. The lecturer was my type, full of jokes. LOL!! It ended with a good note.

Wednesday was the rehearsal for the harmo and guitar band concert. It was kind of messy because there were too many people and too many things to consider. Anyway, it ended quite late at almost 8pm. Today, according to some people, it ended 8.40pm and they said that lao shi was abit angry. I didn't know because I was at the science centre and I didn't have enough time to get there before the rehearsal ended. Hope the next wednesday will be better.

I'm looking forward to next thursday!! THis is my first time this year because there's no GP Lecture and there is no PE lesson!! How good can it be!? MUHAHAHA..

Ok la.. I need to go and sleep to prepare for tomorrow DE training EARLY in the morning at 8am. SIANZ..

I came across this story which I thought it was quite meaningful and nice.

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by
holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know,
but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."