What does it mean by future??

Finally Family Day and SYF are over~! Well, I think everything just turned out exactly the same way that I dreamt of. The results are okay to me as a whole. Actually I don't feel anything when I knew the results or what because I think I'm mentally prepared for the things to happen. Sometimes things can't be changed and I don't think it will.

I think knowing the future is not that good because you can already know what will happen and there's no motivation and excitement for you to work for. I'm just transiting between the present and the future to the extent that sometime I don't know which world I'm in right at the moment. Dreams seem so real and it will soon become real. Too much of a coincidence I guessed. I think future to me has no meaning..

I dreamt of something that I'm not sure whether I should tell the person before he or she kena the thing. But anyway, I think I better keep all the things to myself and not to tell everyone some stuff about the future.

Anyway yesterday, I attended the course on counselling. It was very thought-provoking, at least for me. I started to think of the things that I tried to supress in my heart. Some of the things that I tried very hard not to think about. Some of the things that I missed a lot but I didn't want to talk about. I missed the p4-gAnG..I missed those times..

I felt that being a counsellor is such a difficult job because the person has to let go of a lot of things that he or she has held onto in order to guide people to the solution. Tough job!! I think I will not be able to do that and probably counselling is not the right job for me..

Looking forward to SL sharing for the J1..Haha..

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.