Sleepness..

I didn't know why I kept sleeping during weekends. It was never productive at all. Doing nothing the whole day except sleeping. I tried to go and do some exercise or what. I felt asleep outside too. Oh man.. I'm getting the illness from polar bear. Zzz..

My throat still hurts. Stupid doctor diagnosed my illness wrongly and gave me the wrong medicine. WT.. No wonder I still haven't recovered since the end of mid-year exams. WT.. Stupid..

Have a one-to-one chat with my very close secondary school friends. Perhaps they are only ones that fully understand me. Maybe they know my past throughly and accept me for who I'm in the past. Thanks alot. I really appreciate what they did.

Just read through one of my friend post on a lot of provoking questions, like what is the true meaning of having emotions and his questions on what it means to be a friend and many more. I guess I too have the same questions lingering in my mind for quite a while. I haven't found any answers yet but I'm sure I won't find it soon. Maybe I have to understand that people are naturally selfish. Now I'm alone standing all alone by myself. I have to find a way out of this darkness that I'm in. Perhap I will see the light or perhap I will disappear into the darkness..