Depress..
Yesterday was the release of A level result. As expected, I didn't do well at all. I kind of screwed up 2 subjects and in the end, I couldn't get enough points to get to the University course that I want to go. I have to reconsider what my future is going to be like. There are so many things that I have to think about it and I'm at a loss at the moment.
Majority of friends did better than expected. I'm happy for them but I didn't know what I should feel for myself. I kept staring at the slip of paper seeing the Bs and Cs on it. I just don't know how to face my school teachers. I talked to some and it made me feel more gulity. Haiz..
4 more days to my POP and I should be feeling extremely happy but I can't seem to get A level grades out of my mind. I should concentrate on the POP. Life just sux..
Majority of friends did better than expected. I'm happy for them but I didn't know what I should feel for myself. I kept staring at the slip of paper seeing the Bs and Cs on it. I just don't know how to face my school teachers. I talked to some and it made me feel more gulity. Haiz..
4 more days to my POP and I should be feeling extremely happy but I can't seem to get A level grades out of my mind. I should concentrate on the POP. Life just sux..