stress or what..
Finally I'm in university. It's already week 4. I just feel I'm kinda of stressed up at the moment. My mind couldn't seem to register anything inside no matter how much effort I put in. I couldn't do simple calculation without any mistakes. It's just so unbearable. How I wished I didn't stop studying to go NS 1st but I didn't have any choice either.
At times like now, I occasionally felt really stuck up inside. The scene of me holding onto my grandpa's hands ensuring him that I would do well for my uni made me feel so upset looking at the kind of standard I had been producing in school. I really felt that I needed to put in extra extra more effort but then I'm really tired. I tried to exert more but then it just made me more and more tired. I didn't know how to organise things anymore. My life is in a mess and I never felt that lost before.
I never got to know anyone in my course yet except a few whom I already knew. I just wanted to do finish what I had come to uni for and just get away. I really wanna give up alr but it's just week 4 only. 9 more weeks. I'm not really enjoying life at the moment. Other than studying, I don't really have any other activities that I should be doing at this age of my life.
The only thing that keeps me going is that promise I make and I hope that 4years down the road, I can fulfil it and will not have any regret..
PERSERVE YUDING! YOU CAN DO IT!!
At times like now, I occasionally felt really stuck up inside. The scene of me holding onto my grandpa's hands ensuring him that I would do well for my uni made me feel so upset looking at the kind of standard I had been producing in school. I really felt that I needed to put in extra extra more effort but then I'm really tired. I tried to exert more but then it just made me more and more tired. I didn't know how to organise things anymore. My life is in a mess and I never felt that lost before.
I never got to know anyone in my course yet except a few whom I already knew. I just wanted to do finish what I had come to uni for and just get away. I really wanna give up alr but it's just week 4 only. 9 more weeks. I'm not really enjoying life at the moment. Other than studying, I don't really have any other activities that I should be doing at this age of my life.
The only thing that keeps me going is that promise I make and I hope that 4years down the road, I can fulfil it and will not have any regret..
PERSERVE YUDING! YOU CAN DO IT!!